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Diary of an International Transition: Countdown 5 Days

Adrenaline and butterflies have been my constant companions for the last few weeks.

I wake early every morning and instantly I’m up.  No alarm clock needed and no sleeping in these days.  Instantly my brain starts working and the blood starts pumping and the butterflies of excitement and anxiety start stirring up my stomach.  Many times, they all mix together into nausea.  

I’m going to attempt to blog every day for the next week or so, here and on the other side.  Have you ever wondered what it’s like to move overseas?  Well, here’s my diary.

We are now at my parents’ house until we leave.  Today, we took over their living room.  Actually, it’s more like we threw up all over their living room.  We unloaded every single thing that we want to take to Tanzania, in an attempt to get it organized for packing.  

Goal:  Fit all of this into 10 pieces of luggage.  

After the butterflies in my stomach took a few nose dives, I took a few deep breaths and dug in.  

Packing for plane travel is nothing like packing for a normal move.  In normal moves, you pack according to the room in the house, carefully labeling each box.

Packing for plane travel is all about weight and space.  Each luggage piece has to be a certain size and weigh no more than 50 pounds.  It’s like a giant game of Tetris.  There’s no “kitchen” or “bedroom” box here.  Everything is mixed up according to how it fits in the box.  For example, don’t pack a water bottle until you’ve filled up every inch of space inside it.

Get out the bathroom scale and keep handing tubs to your long-suffering husband so that you can check the weight.  Rearrange.  Add more.  Take more out.  Repeat.  

This is where I spent the entire day.  

Of course, between Gil and I, there was plenty of, What were we thinking when we bought this?  How on earth could we have this much stuff?  And many thoughts of wanting to set it all on fire.  

Tonight my aunt and uncle came over for dinner and brought extremely cool bubbles.  Thankfully, they don’t need to be packed.  

That Guy

My whole life, I wanted to be a missionary in Africa.  

I also really, really wanted to be married.

I didn’t really think that I would get both.  After all, the ratio of single missionary girls to single missionary guys is like 30:1.  (I know, it’s pathetic.)  

I figured that was a sacrifice I might have to make.  I was all set to go out single when Gil (and God) intercepted those plans.  I wrote out the story a few years ago here, if you’re interested.  

But even though I knew I was marrying a dynamite, missions-minded guy, I still didn’t really know for sure if God would take him to Africa.  

But He did–nine months after we got married.  

And now, after spending 10 of our 13 1/2 years in Africa, we’re going back again.  

How thankful I am for this guy, who has remained my best friend and partner in ministry in Africa.  Don’t think for a minute that I underestimate the significance of this blessing.  

Last week, we ditched the kids and spent a few days in Pacific Grove, celebrating our 13 1/2 anniversary. (We were on the road for our 13th and probably won’t really get a chance to celebrate the 14th.)  

We really do have a lot to celebrate.  To God be the glory.

Family

This is what we’ll miss the most.  

Life at #14

When the furniture starts disappearing and you still want to watch television, you learn to improvise.

Last year, I wrote about how God miraculously provided the exact apartment I had been wishing for, which also just happened to be the same apartment Gil and I lived in our first year of marriage.  

We move out of #14 today.  

In the midst of this crazy year, #14 has been a haven for us.  A place where we could call home for this short time, a place where we could host people for dinner and have college students come over on Thursday nights and where Dad and Josiah could play hockey in the hallway (good thing the walls are getting painted).  

We watched the trees change color in our neighborhood and we always greeted our West African mailman and we walked to the library and the thrift store every week with our rolley bag. 

We had a huge enclosed area for the kids to play–unsupervised, most of the time.  And there were three other families in the complex with kids our age.  If you’ve ever lived with kids in an apartment, you know how significant this is.  

The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places…

Psalm 16:6

The Senders

 

Yesterday, I came across these cards.  They are from 10 years ago, when we were raising support to go to Tanzania long-term.  People responded by sending in these cards, committing to pray or to give.

I looked through each one yesterday (many, many more than are shown here) with tears in my eyes.  These cards are from 10 years ago, and yet so many people represented by these cards are still praying for us, still supporting us….after all these years.

I can’t express how incredible and humbling it is.

Yesterday we got a visit from a friend who just joined our support team.  She’s the kind of person who inspires everyone she talks to, and she exudes passion for Jesus and missions.  She was explaining why she joined our team:

“As John Piper says, ‘Go, send, or disobey!'”

God has given us the privilege of going.  Yet we don’t forget, not for one minute, that we could not go without an army of senders.  I don’t doubt that One Day, when all things are revealed as they really are, that they too will share in the joy of what God is doing in Tanzania.

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